Hello @everyone, this is River speaking. As there's been a bit of issues in which I'm not going to say exactly what happened but it's caused a bit of frustration. Mistakes were made on both my side & the other end & its showed me I am not built to work with others, let alone run a server. I would like to clarify this though: I do NOT hate anyone, I was just uncomfortable & felt poked at. I will admit I run things mostly on my own because that's how I have functioned for years. The last 5 weeks of my life personally have been horrendous & I will not be discussing why, but to graph an understanding of why it may have pushed my judgement into my online life. I have made a decision that I do not want to own a server anymore, but instead to delete it & move on with a certain incident. I want to be left alone & not questioned or talked about by this choice, but I have not been myself recently & I need to stop stressing out & to fix myself of the many flaws I possess. To anyone I may have lashed out at or hurt in some way, I apologize. I want peace, & I want to not be criticized for this. That's why I have made my decision to shut down this server on May 31 of this year. Maybe someday I'll be equipped to lead, but that day is not soon as I have discovered. I understand I have some flaws such as low self esteem. Hell, I made this server to have some people look up to me & respect me. I'm going to delete this server basically after Skittery's 6th Anniversary event & will shift my focus better with art, school, & the animations I make. Thank you for your support in SpadeCity, it meant a lot to me considering I am young & managed to do a lot within less than 3 years.